i will NOT snort COCAINE again!

days of agony
hath i suffered
at the hands of
my decision
to insufflate
… the white stuff …
… and ….?
for what?
for about 3 hours
of a buzz
a mostly
painful
buzz –
that scorching sensation
of the nasal mucosa;
that irritating
and obstructive
nasal congestion;
BREATHING –
suddenly a challenge.
its just not cool to
have conscious awareness
one’s own breathing.
and then, there’s
the lingering fever –
on again, off again;
fever brain makes one sooo
restless, unfocussed,
unable to cognate, really.
and the agony –
its still not passed –
well not entirely.
it lingers –
in my gut, now.
and my nose –
still feeling allergic
and mildly congested.
the fatigue –
its fading
slowly.
the sneezes
that feel like
they may accompany
some vomit
still linger,
tho they are
fading, too.
but never
the lesson
i have learned.
once again,
i have learned
the hard way.
i do not
plan
on ever
touching
this stuff
again.

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~ by frizzyscissorhands on February 11, 2007.

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